sweetie, sometimes things happen for a reason and maybe you need to accept the fact that you just have to let go. i don’t know what it is you’re talking about but maybe it’s better if you do let go, because it will turn you into a better and stronger person. i suggest that you should do things that will distract you. talk to your friends. go to parties. make art. look at art. listen to new music. fill up your iPod with new songs. or maybe pick up an instrument. or maybe pick up a book and read. before you know it, you already forgotten about whatever it is that you need to letting go of.